New year - same old songs?

Hi again!

I'm sorry I didn't write any post since November 3rd.  I had kind of busy days in december with learning and working and preparing for Christmas and besides, I was not really in the mood to write.

Now 20 days have already passed in 2012. I have really been asking myself if the new year would get as eventful as the last one... and guess what? I didn't get to a point, haha :)

BUT... I can't actually complain about how it has started! My brother took me to a party with his friends and it was really good, despite I was suffering from a little fever (which had gone away as soon as I had drunken some hot spiced wine :)).

Now, as you may already know, I am working as a medical masseuse-trainee in Derendingen until the end of February. It's quite cool and I enjoy the time I can spend with people and not being in the office :) I'm learning a lot of new things and am really thankful I can do this! 

And the best of all - we don't have to go to school for twooooo months now! (also till the end of February). It is so relaxing! But it's also kind of weird, coming home on Monday and Wednesday at a "normal" time, not late in the evening... weird, but I like veeeery much :)

On January 4th we had our second big exam in school and we are currently waiting impatiently for the results. I hope we'll get them today or tomorrow... they told us we would receive it within two weeks but... it's already January 20! However, I hope we have all passed. 

Yesterday I was planning my summer holidays. I'd really like to go up north again - maybe doing a round trip which includes Kopenhagen, Stockholm, Helsinki and Tallinn. OR visiting just Sweden. But then I had the glorious idea to drive up to the Nordcape in Norway... Starting in Finland (it's so boring I know but this country is just so fascinating; I can't bear not going there this year *lol*). Now this thought has settled down in my mind and for those who know me: Once I have a thought or a will, I HAVE to realize it :) :)

I am rather curious what my next trip eventually will be - lets get surprised! Of course I will let you know as soon as I know :)

First of all, I am going to visit New York in March (I'm not sure if I haven't already told you.  If so, please excuse me). But at the time I am not really looking forard to it... and I dont't know why! Maybe because it will be so damn expensive and I don't have a lot of money or mabye because it will get pretty exhausting with my friends *lol* We'll see..

Uff. Now I'm done. Hope I didn't forget anything to tell. Anyway, as I know nobody ever reads this it's not so bad if I didn't write everything down.

Seeeee ya... soon? 

Rest in peace...

.... dear Grandpa!

Today my mother called me to tell me that Grandpa died two days ago due to an cardiac arrest. He had some diseases but nothing that would indicate such a sudden death. It's really good for him that he could pass this way and had not to suffer from his diseases, far from it! He was really active and enjoyed life, even he was living alone. Now he's gone. It's quite strange to think about this.... I think I won't really realize till his burial.


Well... there are a lot of other things happening right now, but they seem pathetic to complain about, compared to this breaking news I got this evening.


So I hope you are all doing well and that you don't have anything to worry about.
Have a nice weekend!

Why?!

I'm done. I'm worn out. I'm frustrated and I hate the world I'm living in.

My birthday was great, the followed weekend was okey till Sunday evening... then I got really hurt but whatever.... some people would say: That's life! ^^ haha... great, thank you. 

Now I'm watching soccer on TV but I should write one of my approximately 1000 reports for school. How pathetic!

I know I'm exaggerating now but it's how I feel. All I wish is having finished my further education, having a job and earning enough money so I don't have to worry all the time. Besides it would be great if there would be someone on my side but as we know, love's cruel. 

That's it. Hope you're all doing well or at least better than me. 

Best friends

What a surprise... After a long and hard day I was looking forward to a warm soup. As I got home, my neighbour, my room mate and her sister were cooking! And guess what? They made pumpkin soup with foccaccia! Mjam! My evening has now ended perfect and I really like living here :)

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WG-Läbe rocks! :D

Weekend!! Weekend?!

Hi there

What a night... I couldn't get any sleep last night, it was really annoying. I don't know why... I was just thinking and thinking and thinking... it would be nice if I could ever find the off-button of my brain, but I never succeeded :(
That's the reason why I'm now totally grounded and so f*** ing tired!

But instead of going home after work, I have to go to school in an half an hour, until 9.45 p.m.... the same for tomorrow!! Bye weekend, it was nice to meet ya... :(

But well, at least I am happy, anyway. Crazy thing called love *lol*

Bye bye!

Song of the weekend

Anyone who felt like I do
Anyone who loved like I do
Anyone who wasn't ready to fall
Knows it never really happens at all